THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES y /.f- A ^ y V <^ / '/■ / i// / / THE E r 1 C U R E A X, A TALE. BY THOMAS MOOKE. ScconH ilSBition. LONDON: VRINTKI) KOK LONGMAN, KKES, ORMK, BKOWN, AND GRKEN, P.\TKIlNOSTER-KO\V. 1827. The Publishers beg to inlorm the Composers of Music, and Music Sellers, that Mr. James Power, of the Strand, Music Seller, is the only person authorized by them to publish the Songs or Verses in this Work connected with Music. fK / TO LORD JOHN RUSSELL T HJS VOLUME IS INSCUIBKU BV ONt WHO AUMIRliS HIS CHAUACTKR AND TALENTS, ANU 1> I'UOUU OF HIS FRIKNUSllI K 1317 ID'J LETTER TO THE TRANSLATOR, FROM -, Esq. Cairo> June 19. 1800. My clear Sir, In a visit I lately paid to the monas- tery of St. Macarius, — which is situated, as you know, in the Valley of the Lakes of Natron, — I was lucky enou posed, engrossed but little of the morn ings of the Garden, yet the lighter part of learning, — that portion of its attic honey, for which the bee is not obliged to go very deep into the flower — was zealously culti- vated. Even here, however, the student 8 THE EPICUREAN. had to encounter distractions, which are, of all others, least favourable to composure of thought ; and, with more than one of my fair disciples, there used to occur such scenes as the following, which a poet of the Garden, taking his picture from the life, described : — " As o'er the lake, in evening's glow, That temple threw its lengthening shade, Upon the marble steps below, There sate a fair Corinthian maid. Gracefully o'er some volume bending ; While, by her side, the youthfid Sage Held back her ringlets, lest, descending. They should o'er-shadow all the page." But it was for the evening of that day, that the richest of our luxuries were reserved. Every part of the Garden was illuminated, with the most skilful variety of lustre ; while over the Lake of the Temples were scattered wreaths of flowers, through which boats, filled with beautiful children, .floated, as through a liquid parterre. Between two of these boats a perpetual combat was maintained ; — their respective THE EPICUREAN. 9 commanders, two bloominj^ youths, being habited to rejnesent Eros and Anteros; tKe former, the Celestial Love of the Platonists, and the latter, that more earthly spirit, which usurps the name of Love among the Epi- cureans. Throughout the evening their conflict was carried on with various success; the timid distance at which Eros kept from his more lively antagonist being his only safeguard against those darts of fire, with showers of which the other continually assailed him, but which, luckily falling short of their mark upon the lake, only scorched the flowers upon which they fell, and were extinguished. In another part of the gardens, on a wide verdant glade, lighted only by the moon, an imitation of the torch-race of the Panathenaea was performed, by young boys chosen for their fleetness, and arrayed with wings, like Cupids ; while, not fur off^ a grouji of seven nymphs, with each a star on her forehead, rejiresented the movements of the planetiuy choir, and embodied the B 5 10 THE EPICUREAN. dream of Pythagoras into real motion and song. At every turning some new enchantment broke upon the ear or eye. Sometimes, from the depth of a grove, from which a fountain at the same time issued, there came a strain of music, which, mingling with the murmur of the water, seemed like the voice of the spirit that presided over its flow; — while sometimes the strain rose breathing from among flowers ; and, again, would ajipear to come suddenly from under ground, as if the foot had just touched some spring that set it in motion. It seems strange that I should now dwell upon these minute descriptions ; but every thing connected with that memorable night — even its long-repented follies — must for ever live sacredly in my memory. The festival concluded with a banquet, at whicli I, of course, presided ; and, feeling myself to be the ascendant spirit of the whole scene, gave life to all around me, and saw my own happiness reflected in that of others. THE EPICUREAN. I 1 CHAP. II. The festival was over; — tlie sounds of" the song and dance had ceased, anil 1 was now left in those luxurious gardens, alone. Though so ardent and active a votary of pleasure, I had, by nature, a disposition full of melancholy ; — an imagination that presented sad thoughts, even in the midst of mirth and happi- ness, and threw the shadow of the future over the gayest illusions of the present. Melancholy was, indeed, twin-born in my soul ivith Passion; and, not even in the fullest fervour of the latter, were they separated. From the first moment that I was conscious of thought and feeling, the same dark thread had run across the web ; and images of death and anni- hilation mingled themselves with the most smiling scenes through which my career of enjoyment led me. My very passion for pleasure but deepened these gloomy B G 12 THE EPICUREAN. fancies. For, shut out, as I was by my creed, from a future life, and having no hope beyond the narrow horizon of this, every minute of dehght assumed a mournful preciousness in my eyes, and pleasure, like the flower of the cemetery, grew but more luxuriant from the neighbourhood of death. This very night my triumph, my happi- ness had seemed complete. I had been the presiding genius of that voluptuous scene. Both my ambition and my love of pleasure had drunk deep of the cup for which they thirsted. Looked up to by the learned, and loved by the beautiful and the young, 1 had seen, in every eye that met mine, either the acknowledgment of triumphs already won, or the promise of others, still brighter, that awaited me. Yet, even in the midst of all this, the same dark thoughts had presented themselves; — the perishableness of myself and all around me every instant recurred to my mind. Those hands I had prest — those eyes, in THE EPICUREAN. 13 which I had seen sparkling, a spirit of lio-ht and life that should never die — those voices, that had talked of eternal love — all, all, I felt, were but a mockery of the moment, and would leave nothing eternal but the silence of their dust ! Oh, were it not for this sad voice, Stealini; amid our mirth to say. That all, in which we most rejoice. Ere night may be the earth-worm's prey ; — But for this bitter — only this — Full as the world is brinnn'd with bliss, And capable as feels my soul Of draining to its depth the whole, I should turn earth to heaven, and be, If bliss made gods, a deity ! Such was the description 1 gave of my own feelings, in one of those wild, passion- ate songs, to which this ierment of my spirits, between mirth and melancholy, tiave birth. Seldom had my heart more fully aban- doned itself to such vague sadness than at the present moment, when, as I paced l* THE EPICUREAN. thoughtfully among the fading lights and flowers of the banquet, the echo of my own step was all that sounded, where so many gay forms had lately been revel- ling. The moon was still up, the morn- ing had not yet glimmered, and the calm glories of night still rested on all around. Unconscious whither my pathway led, I wandered along, till I, at length, found myself before that fair statue of Venus, with which the chisel of Alcamenes had embellished our Garden; — that image of deified woman, the only idol to which I had ever bent the knee. Leaning against the pedestal, I raised my eyes to heaven, and fixing them sadly and intently on the ever-burning stars, as if I sought to read the mournful secret in their light, asked, whei'efore was it that Man alone must perish, while they, less wonderful, less glorious than he, lived on in light un- changeable and for ever ! — " Oh, that there were some spell, some talisman," I exclaimed, " to make the spirit within us THE EPICUREAN. 15 deathless as those stars, and oj^en to its desires a career hke theirs, burning aiul boundless throughout all time ! " While I gave myself up to this train of thought, that lassitude which earthly p\ea- sure, however sweet, leaves behind, — as if to show how earthly it is, — came drowsily over me, and I sunk at the base of the statue to sleep. Even in sleej), however, my i'ancy \\as still busy ; and a dream, so vivid as to leave behuid it the impression of reality, thus passed through my mind. I thought myself transported to a wide desert plain, where nothing seemed to breathe, or move, or live. The very sky above it looked pale and extinct, giving the idea, not of dark- ness, but of light that had died ; and, luul that region been the remains of some older world, left broken up and sunless, it could not have looked more dead and desolate. The only thing that bespoke life, in this melancholy waste, was a small moving spark, that at first glimmered in the dis- 16 THE EPICUREAN. tance, but, at length, slowly approached the spot where I stood. As it drew nearer, I could perceive that its feeble gleam was from a taper in the hand of a pale venerable man, who now stood, like a messenger from the grave, before me. After a few moments of awful silence, during which he looked at me with a sad- ness that thrilled my very soul, he said, — " Thou, who seekest eternal life, go unto the shores of the dark Nile — go unto the shores of the dark Nile, and thou wilt find the eternal life thou seekest ! " No sooner had he said these words than the death-like hue of his cheek brightened into a smile of more than human promise. The small torch that he held sent forth a radiance, by which suddenly the whole surface of the desert was illuminated, even to the far horizon's edge, along whose line were now seen gardens, palaces, and spires, all bright and golden, like the architecture of the clouds at sunset. Sweet music, too, was heard every where, floating THE EPICUREAN. 17 arouiul, and, from all sides, such varieties of splendour poured, that, with the excess both of harmony and ol" lii> THE EPICUREAN. the grand vestibule of the temple, where I found the ceremonies of the evening already commenced. In this vast hall, which was surrounded by a double range of columns, and lay open over-head to the stars of heaven, I saw a group of young maidens, moving in a sort of measured step, between walk and dance, round a small shi'ine, upon which stood one of those sacred birds, that, on account of the variegated colour of their wings, are dedicated to the moon. The vestibule was dimly lighted, — there being but one lamp of naptha on each of the great pillars that encircled it. But, having taken my station beside one of those pillars, I had a distinct view of the young dan- cers, as in succession they passed me. Their long, graceful drapery was as white as snow ; and each wore loosely, beneath the rounded bosom, a dark-blue zone, or bandelet, studded, like the skies at mid- night, with little silver stars. Through their dark locks was wreathed the white THE EPICUREAN. 4.5 lily of the Nile, — that flower being ac- counted as welcome to the moon, as the •rolclen blossoms of the bean-flower are to the sun. As they passed under the lamj), a jrleam of lifjht flashed fi-om their bosoms, which, I could perceive, was the reflection of a small mirror, that, in the manner of the women of the East, each wore beneath her left shoulder. There was no music to regulate their steps ; but, as they gracefully went round the bird on the shrine, some, by the beat of the Castanet, some, by the shrill ring of the sistrum, — which they held up- lifted in the attitude of their own divine Isis, — harmoniously timed the cadence of their feet ; while others, at every step, shook a small chain of silver, whose sound, mingling with those of the castanets and sistrums, produced a wild, but not an un- plcasing harmony. Thev seemed all lovely ; but there was one — whose face the light had not yet reached, so downcast she held it, — who 46 THE EPICUREAN. attracted, and, at length, riveted all my attention. I Itnew not why, but there was a something in those half-seen features, — a charm in the very shadow, that hung over their imagined beauty, — which took me more than all the out-shining love- liness of her companions. So enchained was my fancy by this coy mystery, that her alone, of all the group, could I either see or think of — her alone I watched, as, with the same downcast brow, she glided round the altar, gently and aerially, as if her presence, like that of a spirit, was something to be felt, not seen. Suddenly, while I gazed, the loud crash of a thousand cymbals was heard ; — the massy gates of the Temple flew open, as if by magic, and a flood of radiance from the illuminated aisle filled the whole vesti- bule ; while, at the same instant, as if the light and the sounds were born together, a peal of rich harmony came mingling with the radiance. It was then, — by that light, which shone THE EPICUREAN. 47 full upon the young maiden's features, as, starting at the blaze, she raised her eyes to the portal, and, as suddenly, let fall their lids again, — it was then I beheld, what even my own ardent imagination, in its most vivid dreams of beauty, had never pic- tured. Not Psyche herself, when pausing on the threshold of heaven, while its first glories fell on her dazzled lids, could have looked more beautii'ul, or blushed with a more innocent shame. Often as I had felt the power of looks, none liad ever entered into my soul so tar. It was a new feeling — a new sense — coming as sud- denly as that radiance into the vestibule, and, at once, filling my whole being ; — and had that vision but lingered another mo- ment before my eyes, I should have wholly forgotten who I was and where, and thrown myself, in prostrate adoration, at her feet. But scarcely had that gush of harmony been heard, when the sacred bird, which had, till now, stood motionless as an image, expanded his wings, and flew into the Tem- 48 THE EPICUREAN. pie ; while his graceful young worshippers, with a fleetness like his own, followed, — and she, who had left a dream in my heart never to be forgotten, vanished with the rest. As she went rapidly past the pillar against which I leaned, the ivy that encircled it caught in her drapery, and disengaged some ornament which fell to the ground. It was the small mirror which I had seen shining on her bosom. Hastily and tremulously I picked it up, and hurried to restore it ; — but she was already lost to my eyes in the crowd. In vain I tried to follow ; — the aisles were already filled, and numbers of eager pilgrims pressed towards the portal. But the servants of the Temple prevented all further entrance, and still, as I presented myself, their white wands barred the way. Perplexed and irritated amid that crowd of faces, regarding all as ene- mies that impeded my progress, I stood on tiptoe, gazing into the busy aisles, and with a heart beatinc; as I caught, from THE EPICUREAN. 49. time to time, a ^lim|)se of some spangled zone, or lotus wreath, which led me to fancy that I had discovered tlie object of my search. But it was all in vain; — in every direction, files of sacred nymjihs were moving, hut nowhere could I see her, whom alone I sou THE EPICUREAN. was not a sign of life around ; and had my creed extended to another world, I might have fancied that these forms were spirits, sent from thence to mock me, — so instan- taneously they disappeared. I searched through the neighbouring grove, but all there was still as death. At length, in ex- amining one of the sides of the pyramid, which, for a few feet from the ground, was furnished with steps, I found, midway be- tween peak and base, a part of the surface, which, though presenting an appearance of smoothness to the eye, gave to the touch, I thought, indications of a concealed opening. After a variety of efforts and experi- ments, I, at last, more by accident than skill, pressed the spring that commanded this mysterious aperture. In an instant the portal slid aside, and disclosed a nar- row stair-way within, the two or three first steps of which were discernible by the moonlight, while the rest were lost in utter darkness. Though it was difficult to con- ceive that the persons whom I had followed THE EPICUHEAN. 55 would have ventured to pass through this gloomy opening, yet to account for their disapj)earance otherwise was still more dif- ficult. At all events, my curiosity was now too eager in the chase to relinquish it ; — the spirit of adventure, once raised, could not be so easily laid. Accordingly, having sent up a gay prayer to that bliss-loving Queen whose eye alone was upon me, I passed through the portal and descended into the pyramid. D 4 56 THE EPICUREAN, CHAR VI. At the bottom of the stair-way I found myself in a low, narrow passage, through which, without stooping almost to earth, it was impossible to proceed. Though leading through a multiplicity of dark windings, this way seemed but little to advance my progress, — its course, I per- ceived, being chiefly circular, and gather- ing, at every turn, but a deeper intensity of darkness. " Can this," I thought, " be the sojourn of any thing human ?" — and ^lad scarcely- asked myself the question, when the path opened into a long gallery, al the farthest end of which a gleam of light was visible. This welcome glimmer appeared to come from some cell or alcove, in which the right-hand wall of the gallery terminated, THi: EPICUREAN. 57 aiul, breathless with expectation, I stole gently towards it. Arrived at tlie end of the gallery, a scene presented itself to my eyes, for which my fondest expectations of adventure could not have prepared me. The place from which the light proceeded was a small chapel, of whose interior, from the dark recess in which I stood, I had, unseen myself, a full and distinct view. Over the walls of this oratory were painted some of those various symbols, by which the mystic wisdom of the Egy[)tians loves to shadow out the History of the Soul — the winj^ed dobe with a seri)ent, — the rays descending from above, like a glory, and the Theban beetle, as he comes forth, after the waters have passed away, and the first sunbeam falls orl his rejrenerated winiis. In the middle of the chapel stood a low altar of granite, on which lay a lifeless female form, enshrined within a case of crystal, — as they })reserve their dead iu Ethiopia, — and looking as freshly beautiful D 5 58 THE EPICUREAN. as if the soul had but a few hours departed. Among the emblems of death, on the front of the altar, were a slender lotus-branch, broken in two, and a bird, just winging its flight from the spray. To these memorials of the dead, how- ever, I but little attended ; for there was a living object there upon which my e3'es were most intently fixed. The lamp, by which the whole of the chapel was illuminated, was placed at the head of the pale image in the shrine ; and, between its light and me, stood a female form, bending over the monument, as if to gaze upon the silent features within. The position in which this figure was placed, in- tercepting a strong light, afforded me, at first, but an imperfect and shadowy view of it. Yet even at this mere outline my heart beat high, — and memory, as it proved, had as much share in this feeling as imagination. For, on the head changing its position, so as to let a gleam fall on the features, I saw with a transport, which had almost THE EPICUREAN. 59 leil me to betray my luiking-place, that it was she — the young worshipper ol" Kis — the same, the very same, whom I had seen, brightening the lioly place where she stood, and looking like an inhabitant of some })urer work!. The movement, by which she had now given me an opportunity of recognising her, was made in raising from the siirine a small cross * of silver, which lay directly over the bosom of the lifeless fiirure. iiringing it close to her lips, she kissed it with a religious fervour ; then, turning her eyes mournfully upwai'ds, held them fixed with an inspired earnestness, as if, at that moment, in direct comnmnion with heaven, they saw neither root^ nor any other earthly i)arrier between them and the skies. What a power hath innocence, whose very helplessness is its safeguard — in whose presence even Passion himself * A cross was, among the Egyptians, the emblem of a future life. D 6 60 THE EPICUREAN. stands abashed, and turns worshipper at the altar which he came to despoil. She, who, but a short hour before, had pre- sented herself to my imagination, as some- thing I could have risked immortality to win — she, whom gladly, from the floor of her own lighted temple, in the very face of its proud ministers, I would have borne away in triumph, and defied all punish- ments, both human and sacred, to make her mine, -^ she was now before me, thrown, as if by fate itself, into my power — standing there, beautiful and alone, with nothing but her innocence for her guard! Yet, no — so touching was the purity of the whole scene, so calm and au- gust that protection which the dead seemed to extend over the living, that every earthlier feeling was forgotten as I gazed, and love itself became exalted into re- verence. Entranced, indeed, as 1 felt in witness- ing such a scene, thus to enjoy it by stealth, seemed a wrong, a sacrilege — and, rather THE EPICUREAN. Gl than let her eyes meet the flash of mine, or disturb, by a whis[)er,that sacred silence, in which Youth and Death hehl couunu- nioii through Love, I would have let mv heart break, without a niurniur, where I stood. Gently, as if life depended upon every movement, I stole awav from that tran(]uil and holy scene — leaving- it still tranquil <\m\ holy as I found it — and, jrlidin"- back througii the same passages and windings by which I had entered, regained the narrow stair-way, and again ascended into light. The sun had just risen, antl, from the summit of the Arabian hills, was pouring down his beams into that vast valley of waters, — as if proud of the homage that had been paid to liis own Isis, now fading away in the superior light of her Lord. INIy first impulse was to fly from this dangerous spot, and in new loves anil pleasures seek for- gctfulness of the scene which I had wit- nessed. " Once out of the circle of this 62 THE EPICUREAN. enchantment," I exclaimed, " I know my own susceptibility to new impressions too well,, to doubt that I shall soon break the spell that is around me." But vain were my efforts and resolves. Even while I swore to fly, my steps were still lingering round the pyramid — my eyes still turned towards the secret portal, which severed this enchantress from the world of the living. Hour after hour did I wander through that City of Silence, — till, already, it was noon, and, under the sun's meridian eye, the mighty pyramid of pyramids stood, like a great spirit, sha- dowless. Again did those wild and passionate feel- ings, whicli had, for a moment, been sub- dued into reverence by her presence, return to kindle up my imagination and senses. I even reproached myself for the awe, that had held me spell-bound before her. " What would my companions of the Garden say, did they know that their chief, — he, whose path Love had strewed THE KPICUHEAN. G3 with trophies — was now pining for ;i simple Egyptian girl, in wliose presence he had not dared to give utterance to a sigh, and who had vantjuishcd the victor, without even knowing her triumph !" A blush came over my cheek at the humiliating thought, and my determin- ation was fixed to await her coming. That she should be an inmate of those gloomy caverns seemed inconceivable ; nor did there appear to be any issue from their depths but by the pyramid. Again, therefore, like a sentinel of the dead, did I pace up and down among these tombs, contrasting, in many a mournful reflection, the burning fever within my own veins with the cold (juiet of those who slept around. At length the fierce glow of the sun over my head, and, still more, that ever restless agitation in my heart, were too much for even strength like mine to bear. Exhausted, I lay down at the base of the {)yramid — i)lacing myself directly 64 THE EPICUREAN. under the portal, where, even should slumber surprise nie, mj^ heart, if not my ear, might still be on the watch, and her footstep, light as it was, could not fail to awake me. After many an ineffectual struggle against drowsiness, I at length sunk into sleep — but not into forgetfulness. The same image still haunted me, in every variety of shape, with which imagination, assisted by memory, could invest it. Now, like Nei'tha, upon her throne at Sais, she seemed to sit, with the veil just raised from that brow, which mortal had never, till then, beheld, — and now, like the beautiful enchantress Rhodope, I saw her rise out of the pyramid in which she had dwelt for ages, — " Fair Rliodope, as story tells, The bright, unearthly nymph, who dwells Mid sunless gold and jewels hid, The Lady of the Pyramid!" So long, amid that unbroken silence, did my sleep continue, that I found the THE EPICUUEAN. 65 moon ajTuiii shininf^ above the horizon, when I awoke. All around was silent ami lifeless as before, nor did a print upon the herbage betray that any foot had jiassed it since my own. Reireshed by rest, and with a fancy still more excited by the mystic wonders of which I had been dreaming, I now resolved to revisit the chapel in the l^yramid, and put an end, if possible, to this illusion that haunted me. Having learned from the experience of the preceding night, the inconvenience of encountering those labyrinths without a ligiit, I now hastened to j)rovjde myself with a lamp from my boat. Tracking my way back with some diliiculty to the shore, I there found, not only my lamp, but some dates and dried fruits, with a store oi' which, for my roving life upon the waters, 1 was always supplietl, — and which now, after so many hours of abstinence, were a welcome and necessary relief. Thus i)repared, I again ascentled the pyramid, antl was j)roceeding to search 66 THE EPICUREAN. out the secret spring, when a loud, dismal noise was heard at a distance, to which all the echoes of the cemetery answered. It came, I knew, from the Great Temple on the shore of the Lake, and was the shriek which its gates — the Gates of Oblivion, as they were called — sent forth from their hinges, in opening at night, to receive within their precincts the newly-landed dead. I had heard that sound before, and always with sadness ; but, at this moment, it thrilled through me, like a voice of ill omen, and I almost doubted whether I should not abandon my enterprise. The hesitation, however, was but momentary ; — even while it passed through my mind, I had touched the spring of the portal. In a few seconds more, I was again in the passage beneath the pyramid, and being enabled by my lamp to follow the wind- ings of the way more rapidly, soon found myself at the door of the small chapel in the gallery. THE EPICUREAN. 67 I entered, still awed, tliouht of this nether world.* Down the side of * " On s'ctoit niemc a\is6, depuis la premiere construction de ces denieures, de percer en plii- sieurs cndroits jusq'au haut Ics terres qui les coii- vroient ; noii pas, a la VL-ritc, pour tirer un jour qui n'auroit jamais etc sufTisant, niais pour rcccvoir un air sakitairc, &c." — Sclhos. 96 THE EPICUREAN. these rockv walls fell a cataract, whose source was upon earth, and on whose waters, as they rolled glassily over the edge above, a gleam of radiance rested, that showed how brilliant was the sun- shine they left. From thence, gradually darkening, and broken, in its long de- scent, by alternate chasms and projections, the stream fell, at last, in a pale and thin mist — the phantom of what it had been on earth — into a small lake that lay at the base of the rock to receive it. Nothins could be more bleak and sad- dening than the appearance of this lake. The usual ornaments of the waters of Egypt were not wanting : the lotus here up- lifted her silvery flowers, and the crimson flamingo floated over the tide. But they were, neither of them, the same as in the upper world ; — the flower had exchanged its whiteness for a livid hue, and the wings of the bird hung heavy and colourless. Every thing wore the same half-living asj)ect ; and the only sounds that dis- THE EPICUREAN. 97 turhcd tlic iiKniniliil stillness were tiie wailing cry of a heron among the sedges, and that dinof the waters, in their midway struggle, above. There was an unearthly sadness ui the whole scene, of which no heart, however light, could resist the influence. Per- ceiving how I was affected by it, " Such scenes," said the Priest, " are best suited to that solemn complexion of mind, which becomes him who approaches the Great Secret of futurity. Behold," — and, in saying thus, he pointed to the opening over our heads, through which I could perceive a star or two twinkling in the heavens, though the sun had but a short time passed his meridian, — " as from this gloomy depth we can see those stars, which are now invisible to the dwellers upon tlie bright earth, even so, to the sad and self-humbled spirit, doth many a mystery of heaven reveal itself, of which they, who walk in the light of the proud world, know not !" F 98 THE EPICUREAN. He now led me towards a rustic seat or alcove, beside which stood an image of that dark Deity, that God without a smile, who presides over the kingdom of the Dead. * The same livid and lifeless hue was upon his features, that hung over everj'^ thing in this dim valley; and, with his right hand, he pointed directly down- wards, to denote that his melancholy kingdom lay there. A plantain — that favourite tree of the genii of Death — stood behind the statue, and spread its branches over the alcove, in which the Priest now, seating himself, signified that I should take my place by his side. After a long pause, as if of thought and preparation, — " Nobly," said he, " young- Greek, hast thou sustained the first trials of Initiation. What remains, though oi vital import to the soul, brings with it neither pain nor peril to the body. Having now proved and chastened thy mortal frame, by the three ordeals of Fire, of * Osiris. THE EPICUREAN. 99 Water, and of Air, the next task to which we are called is the purification of thy spirit, — the cleansing of tiiat inward and immortal part, so as to render it fit for the reception of the last luminous reveal ment, when the Veils of the Sanctuary shall be thrown aside, and the Great Secret of Secrets unfolded to thee ! — Towards this object, the primary and most essential step is, instruction. \Vliat the three purifying elements, through which thou hast passed, have done for thy body, instruction will effect for " " But that lovely maiden !" I exclaimed, bursting from my silence, having fallen, duruig his speech, into a deep revery, in which I had forgotten him, myself, the Great Secret, every thinii- — but her. Startled by this profane interruption, he cast a look of alarm towards the statue, as if fearful lest the God should have heard my words. Then, turning to me, in a tone of mild solemnity, " It is but too plain," said he, '' that thoughts of the upper F 2 100 THE EPICUREAN. world, and of its vain delights, still en- gross thee too much, to let the lessons of Truth sink profitably into thy heart. A few hours of meditation amid this solemn scenery — of that wholesome meditation, which purifies, by saddening — may haply dispose thee to receive, with reve- rence, the holy and immortal knowledge that is in store for thee. With this hope, I now leave thee to thy own thoughts, and to that God, before whose calm and mournful eye the vanities of the world, from which thou comest, wither !" Thus saying, he turned slowly away, and passing behind the statue, towards which he had pointed during the last sen- tence, suddenly, and as if by enchantment, disappeared from my sight. THE EPICUREAN. 101 CHAP. IX. Being left to my own solitary thoughts, I had now leisure to reflect, with coolness, on the inconveniences, if not dangers, of the situation into which my love of adven- ture had hurried me. However ready my imagination was to kindle, in its own ideal sphere, I have ever found that, when brought into contact with reality, it as suddenly cooled ; — like those meteors, that seem stars in the air, but, the mo- ment they touch earth, are extinguished. Such was the disenchantment that now succeeded to the dreams hi which I had been indulging. As long as Fancy had the field of the future to herself, even im- mortality did not seem too distant a race for her. But when human instruments interposed, the illusion vanished. From mortal lips the promise of immortality F 3 102 THE EPICUREAN. seemed a mockery, and imagination her- self had no wings that could carry beyond the grave. Nor was this disappointment the only feeling that occupied me ; — the impru- dence of the step, which I had taken, now appeared in its full extent before my eyes. I had thrown myself into the power of the most artful priesthood in the world, without a chance of being able to escape from their toils, or to resist any machin- ations with which they might beset me. It seemed evident, from the state of preparation in which I had found all that wonderfiil apparatus, by which the terrors and splen- dours of Initiation are produced, that my descent into the pyramid was not unex- pected. Numerous, indeed, and active as were the spies of the Sacred College of Memphis, there could be but little doubt that all my movements, since my arrival, had been tracked; and the many hours I had passed in watching and wandering round the pyramid, betrayed a curiosity THE EPICUREAN. 103 which might well insjiire these wily priests with the hope of" drawing an Epicurean into their superstitious toils. I well knew their hatred to the sect of which I was Chief; — that they con- sidered the Epicureans as, next to the Christians, the most formidable enemies ol" their cratt and power. " How thought- less, then," I exclaimed, " to have placed myself in a situation, where I am equally helpless against their fraud and violence, and must either seem to be the dupe of their impostures, or submit to become the victim of their vengeance." Of these alternatives, bitter as they were, the latter appeared by far the more welcome. I blushed even to thuik of the mockeries to which I already had yielded; and the prospect of being put through still further ceremonials, and of being tutored aiul preached to by hypocrites I despised, appeared to me, in my present temper, a trial of patience, to which the Hames F 4 104 THE EPICUREAN. and the whirlwinds I had already en- countered were pastime. Often and impatiently did I look up, between those rocky walls, to the bright sky that appeared to rest upon their sum- mits, as, round and round, through every part of the valley, I endeavoured to find an outlet from its gloomy precincts. But in vain I endeavoured ; — that rocky barrier, which seemed to end but in heaven, inter- posed itself every where. Neither did the image of the young maiden, though con- stantly in my mind, now bring with it the least consolation or hope. Of what avail was it that she, perhaps, was an mhabi- taiit of this region, if I could neither see her smile, nor catch the sound of her voice, — if, while among preaching priests I wasted away my hours, her presence diffused its enchantment elsewhere. At length exhausted, I lay down by the brink of the lake, and gave myself up to all the melancholy of my fancy. The THE EPICUREAN. 105 pale semblance of daylight, which had hitherto shone around, grew, every mo- ment, more dim and dismal. Even the rich gleam, at the summit of the cascade, had faded ; and the sunshme, like the water, exhausted in its descent, had now dwindled into a ghostly glinuner, far worse than darkness. The birds upon the lake, as if about to die with the dying light, sunk down their heads ; and, as I looked to the statue, the deepening shadows gave an expression to its mournful features that chilled my very soul. The thought of death, ever ready to present itself to my imagination, now came, with a disheartening weight, such as I had never before felt. I almost fancied myself already in the dark vestibule of the grave, — separated, for ever, from the world above, and with nothing but the blank of an eternal sleep before me. It had often, J knew, happened that the visitants of this mysterious realm were, after their descent F 5 106 THE EPICUREAN. fi-om earth, never seen or heard of; — beinff condemned, for some failure in their initiatory trials, to pine away theii' Uves in the dark dungeons, with which, as well as with altars, this region abounded. Such, I shuddered to think, might probably be my destiny ; and so appalling was the thought, that even the spu'it of defiance died within me, and I was already giving myself up to helplessness and despau\ At lenoth, after some hours of this gloomy musuig, I heard a rusthng in the sacred grove behind the statue ; and, soon after, the sound of the Priest's voice — more welcome than I had ever thought such voice could be — brought the as- surance that I was not yet, at least, wholly abandoned. Finding his way to me through the gloom, he now led me to the same spot, on which we had parted so many hours before ; and, in a voice that retained no trace of displeasure, bespoke my attention, while he should reveal to me some of tliose divine truths, by whose THE EPICUREAN. 107 infusion, he said, into the soul of man, its purification can alone be effected. Tile valley had now become so wholly dark, that we could no longer discern each other's faces, as we sat. There was a melancholy in the voice of my instructor that well accorded with the gloom around us; and, saddened and subdued, I now listened with resignation, if not with in- terest, to those sublime, but, alas, I thought, vain tenets, which, with the warmth of a believer, this Hierophiuit expounded to me. He spoke of the pre-existence of the soul, — of its abode, from all eternity, in a place of bliss, of which all that we have most beautiful in our conceptions here is but a dim transcript, a clouded remembrance. In the blue depths of ether, he said, lay that " Country of the Soul," — its boundary alone visible in the line of milky light, that separates it, as by a barrier of stars, fi-om the dark earth. " Oh, realm of purity ! F 6 108 THE EPICUREAN. Home of the yet unfallen Spirit ! — where, in the days of her primal innocence, she wandered, ere her beauty was soiled by the touch of earth, or her resplendent wings had withered away. Methinks," he cried, " I see, at this moment, those fields of radiance, — I look back, through the mists of life, into that luminous world, where the souls that have never lost their high, heavenly rank, still soar, without a stain, above the shadowless stars, and dwell to- gether in infinite perfection and bliss !" As he spoke these words, a burst of pure, brilliant light, like a sudden opening of heaven, broke through the valley ; and, as soon as my eyes were able to endure the splendour, such a vision of loveliness and glory opened upon them, as took even my sceptical spirit by surprise, and made it yield, at once, to the potency of the spell. Suspended, as I thought, in uir, and occupying the whole of the opposite region of the valley, there appeared an immense THE EPICUREAN. 109 orb of light, within wliich, through a haze of radiance, I coukl sec distinctly groups of young female spirits, who, in silent, but harmonious movement, like that of the stars, wound slowly through a variety of fanciful evolutions; and, as they linked and unlinked each other's arms, formed a living labyrinth of beauty and grace. 'rhou<>;h their feet seemed to tread alonij a field of light, they had also wings, of the richest hue, which, like rainbows over waterfalls, when played with by the breeze, at every moment reflected a new variety of glory. As I stood, gazing with wonder, the orb, with all its ethereal inmates, gradually receded into the dark void, lessening, as it went, and growing more bright, as it les- sened ; — till, at length, distant, apparent- ly, as a retirhig comet, this little world of Spirits, in one small point of intense ra- diance, shone its last and vanished. " Go," exclaimed the nxpt Priest, " ye happy souls, of whose dwelhng a glimpse is thus 110 THE EPICUREAN. given to our eyes, go, wander, in your orb, through the boundless heaven, nor ever let a thought of this perishable world come to mingle its dross with your divine nature, or tempt you to that earthward fall, by which spirits, as bright, have been ruined !" A pause ensued, during which, still under the influence of wonder, I sent my fancy wandering after the inhabitants of that orb, — almost wishing myself cre- dulous enough to believe in a heaven, of which creatures, so like all that I most loved on earth, were inmates. At length, the Priest, with a sigh at the contrast he was about to draw, between the happy spirits we had just seen and the fallen ones of earth, resumed his melan- choly History of the Soul. Tracing it, from the first moment of earthward desire, to its final eclipse in the shadows of this world, lie dwelt upon every stage of its darkening descent, with a pathos that sent sadness into the very depths of the heart. The first downward look of the Spirit to- THE EPICUREAN. I 1 1 wards earth — the tremble of her wings on the edge of Heaven — the giddy slide, at lengtli, down that fatal descent, and the Leth.uan cup, midway in the sky, of wiiich whiin she has once tasted. Heaven is foigot, — throuijrh all these ijradations he mourn- fully traced her fall, to the last stage of dark- ness, when, wholly immersed in this world, her celestial nature is changed, she can nt) longer rise above earth, nor remembers « her home, but by glimpses so vague, that, mistaking for hope what is only memory, she believes them to be a light fi'om the Future, not the Past. " To retrieve this ruin of the once blessed Soul — to clear away, from around her, the clouds of earth, and, restoring her lost wings*, facilitate their return to Heaven — such," said the reverend man, " is the great task of our religion, and such the triumph of those divine Mysteries, in * In the language of Plato, Hieroclcs, &c. to " restore to the soul its wings," is the main object both of religion and philosophy. 112 THE EPICUREAN. which the hfe and essence of our rehgion lie. However sunk and changed and clouded may be the Spirit, as long as a single trace of her original light remains. there is yet hope that " Here his voice was interrupted by a stram of mournfol music, of which the low, distant breathings had been, for some minutes, heard, but which now gained upon the ear too thrillingly to let it listen to any more earthly sound. A faint light, too, at that instant broke through the valley, — and I could per- ceive, not far from the spot where we sat, a female figure, veiled, and crouching to earth, as if subdued by sorrow, or under the influence of shame. The light, by which I saw her, was from a pale, moon-like meteor, which had formed itself in the air as the music ap- proached, and shed over the rocks and the lake a glimmer as cold as that by which the Dead, in their own realm, gaze on each other. The nmsic, too, which appeared THE EPICUREAX. 1 1 S to rise directly out of the lake, and to come full of the breath of its dark waters, spokt- a desj)ondency in every note which ni» language could express; — and, as I lis- tened to its tones, and looked ujion that fallen Sj)irit, (for such, the holy man whispered, was the form before us,) so entirely did the illusion of the scene take possession of me, that, with breathless anxiety, I waited the result. Nor had I jjazed lonf; before that form rose slowly from its drooping posi- tion ; — the air around it grew bright, and the pale meteor overhead assumed a more cheerful and living light. The veil, which had before shrouded the face of the figure, became gradually transparent, and the features, one by one, disclosed themselves throujrh it. Having tremblingly watched the progress of the aj)parition, I now started irom my seat, and half exclaimed, " It is she !" In another minute, this veil had, like a thin mist, melted away, anil the young Priestess of the Moon stood. 114 THE EPICUREAN. for the third time, revealed before my eyes. To rush instantly towards her was my first impulse — but the arm of the Priest held me firmly back. The fresh light, which had begun to flow in from all sides, collected itself in a glory round the spot where she stood. Instead of melancholy music, strains of the most exalted rapture were heard ; and the young maiden, buoy- ant as the inhabitants of the fairy orb, amid a blaze of light like that which fell upon her in the Temple, ascended into the air. " Stay, beautiful vision, stay !" I ex- claimed, as, breaking from the hold of the Priest, I flung myself prostrate on the ground, — the only mode by which I could express the admiration, even to worship, with which I was filled. But the vanishing spirit heard me not : — receding into the darkness, like that orb, whose track she seemed to follow, her form lessened away, till she was seen no more. Gazing, till THE EPICUREAN. the last luminous speck had disappeared, I suffered myself unconsciously to be led away by my reverend ^uide, who, placing me once more on my bed ot" poppy- leaves, left me to such repose as it was possible, aftei" such a scene, to enjoy. 116 THE EPICUREAN. CHAP. X. iHE apparition with which I had been blessed in that Valley of Visions — as the place where I had witnessed these won- ders was called — brought back to my heart all the hopes and fancies, in which I had indulged during my descent from earth. I had now seen once more that matchless creature, who had been my guiding star into this mysterious world ; and that she was, in some way, connected with the further revelations that awaited me, I saw no reason to doubt. There was a sublimity, too, hi the doctrines of my reverend teacher, and even a hope in the promises of immortality held out by him, which, in spite of reason, won insen- sibly both upon my fancy and my pride. The Future, however, was now but of secondary consideration ; — the Present, THE EPICUREAN. 117 ami that deity of the Present, woman, were the objects that engrossed my whole soul. For the sake, indeed, of such beings alone did I think innnortality desirable, Jior, without them, would eternal life have ap- jieared to me worth a prayer. To every furtlu'i- trial of my patience and faith, I now made u[) my minil to submit without a nuuMnur. Some propitious chance, I fondly persuaded myself, might yet bring me nearer to the object of my adoration, and enable me to address, as mortal wo- man, her who had hitherto been to me but as a vision, a shade. The period of my probation, however, was nearly at an end. Both frame and spirit had now been tried ; and, as the crowning test of the purification t)i the latter was that power of seeing into the world of spirits, with which, in the Valley of Visions, I had proved myself to be en- dowed, there remained now, to perfect my Initiation, but this one night more, 118 THE EPICUREAN. when, in the Temple of Isis, and in the presence of her unveiled image, the last errand revelation of the Secret of Secrets was to open upon me. I passed the morning of this day in company with the same venerable person- age, who had, from the first, presided over the ceremonies of my instruction ; and who, to inspire me with due reverence for the power and magnificence of his religion, now conducted me through the long range of illuminated galleries and shrmes, that extend under the site upon which Mem- phis and the Pyramids stand, and form a counterpart under ground to that mighty city of temples upon earth. He then descended with me, still lower, into those winding crj-pts, where lay the Seven Tables of stone, found by Hermes in the vailev of Hebron. " Oh these tables," said he, " is written all the know- ledge of the antediluvian race, — the decrees of the stars from the beginning of time, the annals of a still earlier world, THE EPICUREAN. I 10 and all the marvellous secrets, both ot" heaven and earth, which would have been, " but for this key, Lost in tlie Universal Sea." Returning to the region, from whicii we had descended, we next visited, in succes- sion, a series of small shrines, represent- ing the various objects of adoration through Egypt, and thus furnishing to the Priest an occasion for explaining the mysteri- ous nature of animal worsliip, and the re- fined doctrines of theology that lay veiled inider its forms. Every shrine was con- secrated to a particular faith, and con- tained a living image of the deity which it adoreil. Beside the goat of Mendes, with his refulgent star upon his breast, I saw the crocodile, as presented to the eyes of its idolaters at Arsinoe, with costly gems in its loathsome ears, and rich bracelets of gold encirclin<>- its feet. Here, floatin<; throuffh a tank in the centre of a temple, the sacred carp of Lepidotum exhibited its silvery 120 THE EPICUREAN. scales; while, there, the Isiac serpents trailed languidly over the altar, with that movement which most inspires the hopes of their votaries. In one of the small chapels we found a beautiful child, feeding and watching over those golden beetles, which are adored for their brightness, as emblems of the sun; while, in another, stood a sacred ibis upon its pedestal, so like, in plumage and attitude, to the bird of the young Priestess, that 1 could gladly have knelt down and worshipped it for her sake. After visiting these various shrines, and listening to the reflections which they sug- gested, I was next led by my guide to the Great Hall of the Zodiac, on whose ceiling, in bright and undying colours, was delineated the map of the firmament, as it appeared at the first dawn of time. Here, in pointing out the track of the sun, among the spheres, he spoke eloquently of the analogy that exists between moral and })hysical darkness — of the sympathy with THE EPICUREAN. 121 which all spiritual creatures regard the sun, so as to sadden and droop when Ik sinks into his wintry hemisphere, and ttlv, as she liinied away, " WMioiii dost thou seek, tair Priestess?" 1 asked, — for the first time breakiiii; throii which this silent reference to her wishes at once dispelled. Eagerly iintbkling the volume with which I had seen her occu- pied, she took from its folds a small leaf of papyrus, on which there a})))eared to be some faint lines of drawing, and after thoughtfully looking upon it, herself, for a moment, placed it, with an agitated hand, in mine. In the mean time, the boatmen had taken in their sail, and the yacht drove slowly down the river with the current, while, by a liinents of that sweet-smell- ing wood, which the Green Nile of Nubia washes down in the season of the floods. Our companions up the stream were far less numerous. Occasionally a boat, returning lightened from the fair of last night, with those high sails that catch every breeze from over the hills, shot past THE EPICUREAN. 169 US ; — while, now aiul tlien, we overtook one of those barges full of bees, that at this season of the yeai; are sent to co- lonise the gardens of the south, and take advantage of the first flowers after the inundation has passed away. By these various objects we were, for a short time, enabled to divert the convers- ation from lighting and settling upon the one subject, round which it continually hovered. But the elfort, as might be ex- pected, was not long successful. As even- ing advanced, the whole scene became more solitary. We less frequenth' ventured to look upon each other, and our intervals of silence grew more long. It was near sunset, when, in passing a small temple on the shore, whose por- ticoes were now full of the evening light, we saw, issuing IVom a thicket of acan- thus near it, a train of vouny; maids linked together in the dance bv lotus- stems, held at arms' length between them. Their tresses were also wreathed I 170 THE EPICUREAN. with this emblem of the season, and such a profusion of the white flowers were twisted round their waists and arms, that they might have been taken, as they gracefully bounded along the bank, for Nymphs of the Nile, risen freshly from their gardens under the wave. After looking; for a few moments at this sacred dance, the maid turned away her eyes, with a look of pain, as if the re- membrances it recalled were of no welcome nature. This momentary retrospect, this glimpse into the past, seemed to offer a sort of clue to the secret for which I panted ; — and, gradually and delicately as my impatience would allow, I availed myself of it. Her fi-ankness, however, saved me the embarrassment of much questioning. She even seemed to feel that the confidence I sought was due to me, and beyond the natural hesitation of maidenly modesty, not a shade of reserve or evasion appeared. To attempt to repeat, in her own THE EPICUREAN. 171 toucliinointed their views. Hold- ing forth the branches with an unshrinking hand, he cried aloud, ' Come hither and take the branch, not of an Idol Temple, but of Christ.' " So indefatiijjable was this learned Father in his studies, that, while compos- ing his Commentary on the Scriptures, he was attended by seven scribes or notaries, who relieved each other in taking down the (.lictates of his eloquent tongue ; while the same number of vouu"; females, selected for the beauty of theii- penmanshi]), were employed in arranging and transcribing the precious leaves. " Among the scribes so selected, was the I 3 174 THE EPICUREAN. fair young Theora, whose parents, though attached to the Pagan worship, were not unwilling to profit by the accomplishments of their daughter, thus devoted to a task which they considered purely mechanical. To the maid herself, however, her task brought far other feelings and conse- quences. She read anxiously as she wrote, and the divine truths, so eloquently illus- trated, found their way, by degrees, from the page to her heart. Deeply, too, as the written words affected her, the discourses from the lips of the great teacher himself, which she had frequent opportunities of hearing, sunk still more deeply into her mind. There was, at once, a sublimity and gentle- ness in his views of religion, which, to the tender hearts and lively imaginations of women, never failed to appeal with con- vincing power. Accordingly, the list of his female pupils was numerous ; and the names of Barbara, Juliana, Herai's, and others, bear honourable testimony to his influence over that sex. THE EPICUREAN. 175 " To Tlieora the feeling, with which his discourses inspired her, was like a hew soul, — a consciousness of spiritual existence, unfelt before. By the eloquence of the comment she was awakened into admiration of the text ; and when, by the kindness of a Catechumen of the school, who had been struck by her innocent zeal, she, for the first time, became possessor of a copy of the Scriptures, she could not sleep for tliinkhig of her sacred treasure. With a mixture of pleasure and fear she hid it from all eyes, and was like one who had received a divine guest under her roof, and felt fearful of betraying its divinity to the world. " A heart so awake would have been easily secured to the faith, had her oppor- tunities of hearing the sacred word con- tinuetL But circumstances arose to de- prive iier of this advantage. The mild Origen, long harassed and thwarted in his labours by the tyranny of the Bishop of Alexandria, Demetrius, was obliged to I 4 176 THE EPICUREAN. relinquish his school and fly from Egypt. The occupation of the fair scribe was, therefore, at an end : her intercourse with the followers of the new faith ceased; and the growing enthusiasm of her heart gave way to more worldly impressions. " Love, among the rest, had its share in alienating her thoughts from religion While still very young, she became the wife of a Greek adventurer, who had come to Egj'pt as a purchaser of that rich tapestry, in which the needles of Persia are rivalled by the looms of the Nile. Having taken his young bride to Memphis, which was still the great mart of this merchan- dise, he there, m the midst of his specu- lations, died, — leaving his widow on the point of becoming a mother, while, as yet, but m her nineteenth year. " For single and unprotected females, it has been, at all times, a favourite resource, to seek admission into the service of some of those great temples, which absorb so much of the wealth and power of Egypt. In most THE EPICUREAN. 177 of these institutions there exists an order of Priestesses, which, though not hereditary, Hke that of the Priests, is ])rovided for by ample endowments, and confers that rank and station, with which, in a government so theocratic. Religion is sure to invest even her liuml)lest handmaids. From the general policy of the Sacred College of Memphis, it may be concluded, that an accomplished female, like Theora, found but little difficulty in being chosen one of the Priestesses of Isis ; and it was in the service of the subterranean shrines that her ministry chiefly lay. " Here, a month or two after her admis- sion, she gave birth to Alethe, who first opened lier eyes among the uidioly pomps and specious miracles of this mysterious reirion. Though Theora, as we have seen, had been diverted by other feelings from her first enthusiasm for the Christian faith, she had never wholly forgot the impression then made upon her. The sacred volume, which the pious Catcchu- I 5 178 THE EPICUREAN. men had given her, was still treasured with care ; and, though she seldom opened its pages, there was an idea of sanctity as- sociated with it in her memory, and often would she sit to look upon it with reveren- tial pleasure, recalling the happiness she felt when it was first made her own. " The leisure of her new retreat, and the lone melancholy of w^idowhood, led her still more frequently to indulge in such thoughts, and to recur to those con- solmg truths which she had heard in the school of Alexandria. She now began to peruse eagerly the sacred book, drink- ing deep of the fountain of which she be- fore but tasted, and feeling — what thou- sands of mourners, since her, have felt — that Christianity is the true religion of the sorrowful. " This study of her secret hours became still more dear to her, from the peril with which, at that period, it was attended, and the necessity she was under of concealing from those around her tlie precious light THE EPICUREAN. 179 that had been kiiulled in lier heart. Too timid to encounter the fierce persecution, which awaited all who were susjiected of a leaning to Christianity, she contiiuied to officiate in the pomps and ceremonies of the Temple ; — tiiough, often, with such remorse of soul, that she would pause, in the midst of the rites, and pray inwardly to God, that he would forgive this pro- fanation of his Spirit. " In the mean time her daughter, the young Alethe, grew up still lovelier than herself, and added, every hour, to her happiness and her fears. When ar- rived at a sufficient age, she was taught, like the other children of the priestesses, to take a share in tlie service and cere- monies of the shrines. The duty of some of these young servitors was to look after the flowers for the altar ; — of others, to take care that the sacred vases were filled every day with fresh water from the Nile. The task of some was to preserve, in per- fect polish, those silver images of the moon I 6 180 THE EPICUREAN. which the priests carried in processions ; while others were, as we have seen, em- ployed in feeding the consecrated animals, and in keeping their plumes and scales bright, for the admiring eyes of their wor- shippers. " Tlie office allotted to Alethe — the most honourable of these minor ministries — was to wait upon the sacred birds of the Moon, to feed them with those eggs from the Nile which they loved, and pro- vide for their use that purest water, which alone these delicate birds will touch. Tliis employment was the delight of her childish hours ; and that ibis, which Al- ciphron (the Epicurean) saw her dance round in the Temple, was her favourite, of all the sacred flock, and had been daily fondled and fed by her fi-om infancy. " Music, as being one of the chief spells of this enchanted region, was an accom- plishment required of all its ministrants ; and the harj), the lyre, and the sacred flute, sounded nowhere so sweetly as that THE EPICUREAN. 181 throu<^h these subterranean gardens. 'I'lie chief object, indeed, in the education oi" the youth of" the Teni))le, was to fit them, by every grace of art and nature, to give effect to the illusion of those shows and jihantasnis, in which the whole charm and secret of Initiation lay. " Among the means employed to sup- port the old system of sui)erstition, against the infidelitv and, still more, the new Faith that menaced it, was an increased display of sj)lendour and marvels in those Mysteries for which Egyjit has so long been celebrated. Of these ceremonies so many imitations had, under various names, been multiplied through Europe, that the parent superstition ran a risk of being eclipsed by its progeny ; and, in order still to retain their rank of the first Priest- hood in the world, those of Egypt found it necessary to continue still the best im- postors. " Accordingly, every contrivance thai art could devise, or labour execute — every 182 THE EPICUREAN. resource that the wonderful knowledge of the Priests, in pyrotechny, mechanics, and dioptrics, could command, was brought into action to heighten the effect of their Mysteries, and give an air of enchantment to every thing connected with them. " Tlie final scene of beatification — the Elysium, into which the Initiate was re- ceived, — formed, of course, the leading atti'action of these ceremonies ; and to render it captivating alike to the senses of the man of pleasure, and the imagination of the spiritualist, was the object to which the whole skill and attention of the Sacred College were devoted. By the influence of the Priests of Memphis over those of the other Temples they had succeeded in extending their subterranean fi-ontier, both to the north and south, so as to include, within then' ever-lighted Paradise, some of the gardens excavated for the use of the other Twelve Shrines. " The beauty of the young Alethe, the touching sweetness of her voice, and the THE EPICUREAN. 183 sensibility that breathed throughout her every look anil movement, rendered her a powerful auxiliary in such appeals to the imajiination. JShe was, accordin<;lv, from her chililhood, selected from among her fair companions, as the most worthy represent- ative of spiritual loveliness, in those pic- tures of Elysium — those scenes of another world — by which not only the fancy, but the reason, of the excited Aspirants was dazzled. " To the innocent child herself these shows were pastime. But to Theora, who knew too well the imposition to whicli they were subservient, this profanation of all that she loved was a perpetual source of horror and remorse. Often would she — when Alethe stood smiling before her, arrayed, perhaps, as a spirit of the Elysian world, — turn away, with a shudder, from the happy child, almost fancying that she already saw the shadows of sin descend- ing over that innocent brow, as she gazed on it. 184- THE EPICUREAN. " As the intellect of the young maid became more active and inquiring, the ap- prehensions and difficulties of the mother increased. Afraid to communicate her own precious secret, lest she should in- volve her child in the dangers that en- compassed it, she yet felt it to be no less a cruelty than a crime to leave her wholly immersed in the darkness of Paganism. In this dilennna, the only resource that remained to her was to select, and dis- engage from the dross that surrounded them, those pure particles of truth which lie at the bottom of all religions ; — those feelings, rather than doctrines, which God has never left his creatures without, and which, in all ages, have furnished, to those who sought it, some clue to his glory. " Tlie unity and perfect goodness of the Creator ; the fall of the human soul into corruption ; its struggles with the dark- ness of this world, and its final redemj)tion and re-ascent to the source of all spirit; — these natural solutions of the problem of THE EPICUREAN. 185 our existence, these elementary ffroiuKls of nil reliij^ion and virtue, which Theora hail heard illustrated by her Christian teacher, lay also, she knew, veiled under the theolojry of EfryjU ; and to impress them, in all their abstract purity, upon the mind of her susceptible i)upil, was, in default of more heavenly liirhts, her sole ambition and care. " It was their habit, after devotin>, in those times of (hmger, their place of re- treat, where, by (h'awing up these hidders, they were enabled to secure themselves from j)ursuit. From the top of the rock, the view, on either side, embraced the two extremes of fertility and desolation; nor could the Ej)icurean and the Anchoret, who now gazed from that height, be at any loss to indulge their respective tastes, between the living luxuriance of the world on one sitle, and the dead repose of the desert on the other. When we turned to the river, what a picture of animation presented itself ! Near us, to the south, were the graceful colomiades of Antinoe, its proud, populous streets, and triumphal monuments. On t he- opposite shore, rich plains, teeming with cultivation to the water's edge, offered up. M S 250 THE EPICUREAN. as from verdant altars, their fruits to the sun ; while, beneath us, the Nile, the glorious stream, That late between its banks was seen to glide, — With shrines and marble cities, on each side, Glittering, like jewels strung along a chain, — Had now sent forth its waters, and o'er plain And valley, like a giant from his bed Rising with outstretch'd limbs, superbly spread. From this scene, on one side of the moun- tain, we had but to turn round our eyes, and it was as if nature herself had become suddenly extinct ; — a wide waste of sands, bleak and mterminable, wearying out the sun with its sameness of desolation ; — black, bm'nt-up rocks, that stood as bar- riers, at which life stopped ; — while the only signs of animation, past or present, were the foot-prints, here and there, of an antelope or ostrich, or the bones of dead camels, as they lay whitening at a distance, marking out the track of the caravans over the waste. THE EPICUREAN. 251 After listeniiiir, wliile he contrasted, in a few el(Kjuent words, the twt) regions of Hfe and deatli on whose confines we stooti, I again descended with my guide to tht garden we had left. From thence, turn- ing into a j)ath along the mountain-side, he conducted me to another row of grottos, facing the desert, which had once, he saiii. been the abode of those brethren in Christ, who had fled with him to this solitude from the crowded world, — but which death had, within a few months, rendered tenantless. A cross of red stone, anti a few faded trees, were the only traces these solitaries had left behind. A silence of some minutes succeeded, while we descended to the edge of tin canal; and I saw opposite, among the rocks, that solitary cave, which hud s(» chilled me with its asj)ect on the pre- ceding night. By the bank we found one of those rustic boats, which the Egyp- tians construct of i)lanks of wild thorn, bound rudely together with bands of papy- M 6 252 THE EPICUREAN. rus. Placing ourselves in this boat, and rather impelling than rowing it across, ' we made our way through the foul and shallow flood, and landed directly under the site of the cave. This dwelling, as I have already men- tioned, was situated upon a ledge of the rock ; and, being provided with a sort of window or aperture to admit the light of heaven, was accounted, I found, more cheerful than the grottos on the other side of the ravine. But there was a dreariness in the whole region around, to which light only lent more horror. The dead whiteness of the rocks, as they stood, like ghosts, m the sunshine; — that melan- choly pool, half lost in the sands ; — all gave me the idea of a wasting world. To dwell in such a place seemed to me like a living death ; and when the Chris- tian, as we entered the cave, said, " Here is to be thy home," prepared as I was for the worst, my resolution gave way ; — every feeling of disappointed passion THE EPICUREAN. 253 and liiinihk'cl j)ri(lc', wliicli liad l)t»ii ^:i- thering roiiiul my litart lor tlic last few hours, found a vent at once, and I burst into tears ! Well accustomed to human weakness, and perhaps guessing at some of the sources of mine, the good Hermit, with- out appearing to notice this emotion, ex- patiated, with a clieerrni air, on, wliat he called, the many comforts of my dwelliui;. ►Sheltered, he said, from the dry, burning wind of the south, my porch would inhale the fresh breeze of the Dog-star. Fruits from his own iiioimlain-garden nIiouIiI furnish my repast. The well of the neigh- bouring rock would supply my beverage; and, "here," he continued, — lowering liis voice into a more solenm tone, as he placed upon the table the volume whicfi he had brought, — "here, my son, is that ' well of livintr waters,' in which alone thou wilt find lasting refreslnnent or peace!" Thus saying, he tlescended 254^ THE EPICUREAN. the rock to his boat, and after a few plashes of his oar had died upon my ear, the solitude and silence around jne was. complete. THE EPICUREAN. '151 CHAP. XVII. What a Uite was mine ! — but a tew weeks since, presiclin<^ ovt-r that splendid Festival of the Garden, with all the luxu- ries of existence tributary in my train : and now, — self-humbled into a solitary outcast, — the hypocritical pupil of a Christian anchoret, — without even the ex- cuse of fanaticism, or of any other mad- ness, but that of love, wild love, to extenuate my fall ! Were there a hope that, by this liumiliatinfT waste of existence, I miirht purchase but a glimpse, now and then, of Alethe, even the depths of the desert, with such a chance, would be welcome. But to live — and live thus — 'without her, was a misery which I neither foresaw nor could endure. Hatint solitude, whose repose was not the slum- ber of" j)eace, but the sullen and burnirifr silence of hate, I felt my spirit ^ive way, and even love itself yield to despair. Seating myself on a fragment of a rock, and covering my eyes with my hands, I made an efibrt to shut out the overwhelm- ing j)rospect. But in vain — it was still before me, deepened by all that fancy could add; and when, again looking up, I saw the last red ray of the sun, shooting across that melancholy and life- less waste, it seemed to me like the light of the comet that once desolated this world, shining out luridly over tin- ruin that it had made I Appalled by my own gloomy ima- mnations, I turned towards the ravine; and. notwithstandino- the disgust with which 1 had left my dwelling, was not ill pleased to find my way, over the rocks, to it again. On a)ii)roaching the cave, to my astonish- 258 THE EPICUREAN. nient, I saw a light within. At such a moment, any vestige of life was welcome, and I hailed the unexpected appearance with pleasure. On entermg, however, I found the chamber as lonely as I had left it. The light came fi'om a lamp that burned brightly on the table ; beside it was unfolded the volume which Melanius had brought, and upon the leaves — oh, joy and surprise — lay the well-known cross of Alethe ! What hand, but her own, could have prepared this reception for me ? — The very thought sent a hope into my heart, before which all despondency fled. Even the gloom of the desert was forgotten, and my cave at once brightened into a bower. She had here reminded me, her- self, by this sacred memorial, of the vow which I had pledged to her under the Hermit's rock ; and I now scrupled not to reiterate the same daring promise, though conscious that through hypocrisy alone I could fulfil it. THE EPICUREAN. '259 Eaprer to pri'iKiiv inysilf for my task of imposture, 1 sut down to tin- volume, which I now found to he the Hebrew Scriptures; and the first sentence, on which my eyes fell, was — " The Lord hath commanded the blessiinr, even Life for evermore!" Startled by these words, in which the Spirit of my dream seemed again to pronounce his assuring prediction, I raised my eyes from the Jiage, and repeated the sentence over and over, as if to try whether the sounds had any charm or spell, to reawaken that faded illusion in my soul. But, no — the rank frauds of the Memphian priesthood had dispelled all my trust in the promises of religion. My heart iuid again relapsed into its gloom of scepticism, and, to the word of " Life," the only an- swer it sent back was, " Death ! " Impatient, however, to jiossess myself of the elements of a faith, on which, — whatever it might promise for hereafter, — I felt that my happiness here depended, I turned over the pages with an earnestness and '260 THE EPICUREAN. avidity, such as never even the most fa- vourite of my studies had awakened in me. Though, Uke all, who seek but the surface of learning, I flew desultorily over the leaves, lighting only on the more promi- nent and shining points, I yet found myself, even in this undisciplined career, arrested, at every page, by the awful, the supernatural sublimity, the alternate me- lancholy and grandeur of the images that crowded upon me. I had, till now, known the Hebrew theology but through the jilatonising re- finements of Philo ; — as, in like manner, for my knowledge of the Christian doc- trine I was indebted to my brother Epi- cureans, Lucian and Celsus. Little, therefore, was I prepared for the simple majest}', the high tone of inspiration, — the poetry, in short, of heaven that breathed throughout these oracles. Could admiration have kindled faith, I should, that night, have been a believer ; so ele- vated, so awed was my imagination by THE EPICUREAN. 261 that woiulerful book, — its waniiiiirs of wo, its imnouncenients of glory, and its unrivalled strains of adoration and sorrow. Hour after hour, with the same eajrer and desultory curiosity, did I turn over the leaves ; — and when, at length, I lay down to rest, my fancy was still haunted by the impressions it had received. I went ajrain throutih the various scenes of which 1 had read ; again called up, in sleep, the bright images that had charmed me, and, when wakened at day-break by the Hynni from the chapel, fancied myself still listen- ing to the sound of the winds, sighing moiu'nfully through the har]rs of Israel on the willows. Starting from my bed, I hurried out upon the rock, with a hope that, among the tones of that morning choir, I might be able to distinguish the sweet voice of Alethe. But the strain had ceased; — ! caught only the last notes of the Ilyinii. as, echoing uj) that lonely valky, they died away into the silence of the ilesert. 262 THE EPICUREAN. With the first glimpse of light I was again at my study, and, notwithstanding the distraction both of my thoughts and looks towards the half-seen grottos of the Anchoret, pursued it persevermgly througli the day. Still alive, however, but to the eloquence, the poetry of what I read, of its connection or authenticity, as a history, I never paused to consider. My fancy being alone interested by it, to fancy I re- ferred all it contained ; and, passing rapidly from annals to })ro})hecy, from narration to song, regarded the whole but as a tissue of splendid allegories, in which the melan- choly of Egyptian associations was in- terwoven with the rich imagery of the East. Towards sunset I saw the boat of Me- lanius on its way, across the canal, to my cave. Though he had no other companion than his graceful antelope, that stood snuf- fing the wild air of the desert, as if scent- ing its home, I felt his visit, even tlms, to be a most welcome relief. It was the THE EPICUREAN. 2G3 hour, lie said, of" his eveniii. 98. Page 41. — V. Maurice, .Appendix to •' Ruins of Ba- 312 NOTES. by Ion." Another reason, he says, for their worship of the Ibis, " founded on their love of geometry, was (ac- cording to Plutarch) that the space between its legs, when parted asunder, as it walks, together with its beak, forms a complete equilateral triangle." From the exa- mination of the embalmed birds, found in the Catacombs of Saccara, there seems to be no doubt that the Ibis was the same kind of bird as that described by Bruce, under the Arabian name of Abou Hannes. lb. — " The sistrian," cfc. — " Isis est genius," says Servius, " -Sgypti, qui per sistri motum, quod gerit in dextra, Nili accessus recessusque significat." Page 48. — " The ivy encircled it," ^c. — The ivy was consecrated to Osiris, v. Diodor. Sic. 1. 10. lb. — " The small mirror." — " Quelques unes," says Dupiiis, describing the processions of Isis, " portoient des miroirs attaches a. leurs epaules, afin de multiplier et de porter dans tous les sens les images de la D^esse." Origine des Cultes, tom. 8. p. 847. A mirror, it appears, was also one of the emblems in the mysteries of Bacchus. Page 49. — There is, to the north of Memphis," S^c. — " Tout prouve que la territoire de Sakkarah (itoit la Necropolis au sud de Memphis, et le faubourg oppose a celui-ci, ou sont les pyramides de Gizeh, une autre Ville des Morts, qui terminoit Memphis au nord." Denon- There is nothing known with certainty as to the site of Memphis, but it will be perceived that the description of its position given by the Epicurean corresponds, in almost every particular, with that which M. Maillet (the French consul, for many years, at Cairo) has left us. It must be always borne in mind, too, that of the dis- NOTES. 3 1 3 tances between the respective places here mentioned, we have no longer any accurate means ofjudging. Page 49. — " Pyramid beyond pyramid.^' — " Multas dim pyramidas fuisse e minis arguitur." Zoega. — Vandeb, who visited more than ten of the small pyramids, is of opinion tliat there must have originally been a hundred in this place. See, for tlic lake to Uic northward of Memphis, Sliaw's Travels, p. 302. Page 57. — " The Tlieban beetle." — " On voit en Egypte, apres la retraite du Nil et la fi^condation des terres, le limon convert d' une multitude de scarab^es. Un pareil phenomene a dii sembler aux Egyptiens le plus propre a peindre une nouvelle existence." M. Jomard. — Partly for the same reason, and partly for another, still more fanciful, the early Christians used to apply this -emblem to Christ. " Bonus ille scara- baeus meus," says St. Augustine " non ek tantum de causa quod unigcnitus, quod ipsemet sui auctor mor- talium speciem induerit, sed qu6d in hac nostra faece sese volutaverit et ex hac ipsa nasci voluerit." lb. — " Enshrined ivilhin a case of crystal." — " Les Egyptiens ont fait aussi, pour conserver leurs morts, des caisses de verrc." J)c Pamv. — He mentions, in another place, a sort of transparent substance, which the Ethio- pians used for the same purpose, and which was fre- quently mistaken by the Greeks for glass. Page 58. — ** Among the emblems of death." — " Un pretre, qui brise la tige d'une fleur, des oiseaux qui P 314 NOTES. s'envolent sont les emblemes de la morte et de I'ame qui se s6pare du corps." Denon. Theseus employs the same image in the Phaedra : — Opvis yap ois Tis e/c x^P'^^ aes de la, et qu'ils conduisoient dans un pays ou Ton voyoit de beaux jardins, qu'on y trouvoit de belles maisons," &c. &c. See also in M. Quatremere's Memoires sur I'Egypte, torn. 1. p. 142., an account of a subterranean reservoir. 1 NOTES. 321 said to have been discovered at Kais, and of the expe- dition undertaken by a party of persons, in a long narrow boat, for the purpose of exploring it. " Leur royage avoit (^'te de six jours, dont les quatre premiers furent employes a pen^trer les bonis ; les deux autres li revenir au lieu d'ou ils (-toient partis -. Pendant tout cet intervalle ils ne i)urent atteindre rcxtn'mite du bassin. L'emir Ala-eddin-Tamboga, gouverneur de Uehncsa, (jcrivit ces di-tails au sultan, qui en fut extrtoeraent surpris. " Page \ 36. — " ^ small island in the centre of Lake Maris." — The position here given to Lake Moeris, in making it the immediate boundary of the city of Mem- phis to tlic south, corresponds exactly with the site as- signed to it by 31aillet : — " Memphis avoit encore k son midi un vaste reservoir, par oil tout ce qui peut servir a la commodite et Jl ragn'ment de la vie lui etoit voiture abondamment de toutes les parties de TEgypte. Ce lac qui la terminoit de ce c6t^-lJ^" &c. &c. Tom. 2. p. 7. lb. — " Ruins rising blackly above the wave." — " On voit sur la rive orientate des antiquites qui sont presque enti^rement sous les eaux." Jielzoni. Page 1.37 " lis thundering portals," — " Quorun- dam autem domorum (in Labyrintho) talis est situs, ut adaperientibus foris tonitru iiitus terribilc existiit." J'li/ii/. Page 1,38. — " Leaves that seriv as cups." — Slrabo. According to the French translator of Strabo, it was the fruit of the/aba u'Egyptiaca, not tlie leaf, that was used for this pur])osc. " !,(.■ Kt^wptuu," he- says, " devoit s'entendre de la capsule ou fruit de cette plante, dont les Egyptiens P 5 322 NOTES. se servoient comme d'un vase, imaginant que I'eau du Nil y devenoit delicieuse." Page 142. ^ " The fish of these waters" ^c. — jElian, lib. 6. 32. lb. — " Pleasure boats or yachts." — Called Thala- raages, from the pavilion on the deck. v. Strabo. Page 144. — " Covered with beds of those pale, siveet roses.'" — As April is the season for gathering these roses (See Malte-brun's Economical Calendar), the Epicurean could not, of course, mean to say that he saw them actually in flower. Page 146. — " The lizards upon the bank." — *' L'or et I'azur brillent en bandes longitudinales sur leur corps entier, et leur queue est du plus beau bleu celeste." Sonnini. Page 147. — " The canal through which we now sailed." — " Un canal," says Maillet, " tr&s profond et tres large y voituroit les eaux du Nil." Page 150. — " For a draught of whose food," ^c. — " Anciennement on portoit les eaux du Nil jusqu'au des contrees fort ^loign^es, et surtout chez les princesses du sang des PtolomiSes, marines dans des families etrang^res." De Pauw. Page 1 54. — " Bearing each the name of its owner," — " Le nom du maitre y '- s^i^fi» Jm P-: